Untitled, Entitled.
Things change as often as the weather.
People move on, though I move slower than the seasons.
I often think of what it was like; I can feel it even now.
The feel of you, your heart beat, thud-thud.
It's sad it ended, I'm sure you'd agree.
Funny how you say you care, but not enough to try.
Sorry, I'm out of line again.
What I feel never seems to please you, ever.
What if I kissed you, confessed to you.
Would you fight it? Would you smile?
What if we tried, just for a night?
What would happen? Where would this adventure lead?
Who knows? We wouldn't know.
Now I'm trapped in the ultimate cliff-hanger,
afraid of heights, and unable to let go.
You’re stepping on the loose ends of silk, keep walking away.
Just watch how fast I'll unravel.
I'm no mind reader, I'm no mind controller.
I can't sway you, I've tried.
I can't understand you anymore, many have tried.
But I suppose I know why I can't bare to be mad at you.
Simply because you're part of me, you are me.
Harm to you, self inflicted.
I'm delicate, sensitive. I'm weak.
You keep tearing me down, it gets harder to come back to you.
Carrying the knife in my palm, but the blade keeps cutting deeper.
I won't give up on you, but I have to stray from what hurts me.
I love you, but I have to put behind me what breaks me down.
Spending my life, wishing my life involved you, is barely a life at all.
In fact, it's pathetic. Sorry to say.
Maybe when the sun gets a little hotter, the moon gets a little brighter,
the chemistry will realign. Maybe.
I might still take you back, could you blame me?
What we had was beautiful, admit it.
Stop kicking it down, and let me raise it up.
Remember it for all of its glory, and shine light on the memories.
It's not a lost cause; you're not a lost cause.
It's just a different cause.
The cause of this, made us grow.
I've grown, thank you.
I miss you, do you miss me too?
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