I've wanted to tell him how great he is, and all the thing I love about him, for a long time now. Every time I try though, he puts himself down, or tells me he's "Just One Guy". Well, he can't stop me from saying it on here, so I'm going to take the time to tell whoever is reading, just how amazing of a person this boy really is.
DMJ
1. Every time he's concentrating, and sitting down at the same time, he makes this adorable squeaking noise. I would always ask what it was, i guess its his "I'm Sitting Down" noise. <3
2. He has a bunny. It's name is Bowie. I nicknamed it Jerry Spring, he thinks Dennis Hopper's much better, he won't admit he's wrong. <3
3. Whenever I'm upset, he always asks what's wrong. Even if he can't stand to look at me at the time, even if we're broken up and I've been fighting with him all day long. If I'm crying, he's there. <3
4. He makes the best Kraft dinner, you will EVER taste. Not even joking. <3
5. His music really is kind of amazing, but that's only because it's the same as mine, aha <3
6. This one time, he flashed me a smile in his basement in the dim of his lights. I've only seen that look on his face once in the whole time I've known him. It was the most beautiful smile, I'd ever seen. Every time I think of him, it's that I remember. <3
7. He can make me laugh even when I'm having the worst day of my life. He knows exactly what to say to cheer me up. <3
8. He used to give me a song to listen to while he was gone for a weekend in case I missed him. I had made a play list with all those songs, and the whole time we were together I'd fall asleep to them playing. <3
9. His singing voice might be slightly out of tune, but it's the most soothing sound I've ever heard. One of my favourite memories of him is when I was upset, and he came over, took me in his arms and sang to me until I felt better. He made me smile, again <3
10. This one time, I was afraid our entire relationship was based on just one thing. He looked me in the eyes, and instead of telling me, he dipped me backwards in a movie like kiss, and I just knew. <3
11. Almost every song he loves has crowds cheering in it. I don't know why i noticed it, but I love it. <3
12. He's really good at video games, and instead of teaching me how to do it, he full out just beats me every time. I wouldn't want it any other way. <3
13. I can always tell from his eyes how he's feeling. I miss the way he used to look at me... <3
14. He doesn't judge people. He accepts people for who they are, and doesn't dislike anyone unless they give him a good reason. And even then, he's incredibly forgiving. <3
15. His laugh takes my breath away. <3
16. He loves pirates, and has a pirate flag hanging on the wall of his room. I love pirates too. <3
17. He's an incredible writer. That's actually the original reason i wanted to know him. Something about how he can't get the words out unless they're written poetry... is just so beautiful to me. <3
18. We always fight, but I'm not sure why we bother. Both of us know we'll get over it, we'll get through it. If i could date him again I'd be sure to keep fighting to a close minimum. <3
19. He has a pond in his backyard. He once told me the fish dead on the filter, reminded him of me. That day still makes me smile. <3
20. When deciding on a movie to watch, we would always argue because he would insist I pick the movie I wanted. I didn't care what we watched, I was just happy I was watching it with him. <3
21. His sweaters are so soft, and his smell is intoxicating. Weird, but it has a huge effect on me. <3
22. His heartbeat makes me feel alive. Always. <3
23. He's passionate about everything he does. He's involved in his community and cares a lot about his positive image. I've never seen him in any sort of negative light. <3
24. He tells me how gorgeous, smart, and funny I am. But i know that he doesn't see it in himself. I strive every day to show this boy just how incredible he is. No, he's not perfect. But his flaws add to his overall beauty. He's absolutely stunning. <3
25. Every time he tells me to move on, it reminds me what of what I'm fighting for. I'm fighting for all of this. Everything we had, everything we'll ever be, and everything I hope we'll be. I know I've made so many mistakes, but if I ever get a chance to see that gaze in his eyes again, I'll be sure to take advantage of every moment. This time away from him, didn't ruin anything for me. If anything, it's really emphasized just how great he is, just how much i love him, and just how much I love who I am when I'm with him.
<3
I just want to be what he deserves.
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