Tuesday, November 24, 2009

November 24/09 - 11:25 p.m.



It's been a long time since I've confessed this. Written these words down.
Boy likes girl, easier than I remember.

Seems like yesterday the snow was crunching beneath our feet, butterflies in our stomachs and romance on our minds.
For so long I've been fighting a lost cause, forcing a crushed dream. Dreaming of an end to it. Praying, for an end.

The end came, it's here, but has arrived in new attire. A new look, a new feel.
An old flame burning happiness back into my soul, and reminding me how it was, and could be.

Simple. Simplicity in a beautiful design, like the snowflakes from last winter, when it was you and I.
This whole time I was waiting for the summer air to come back. Was waiting to bring the light back into your eyes, and bring a lost love back to me.
Seems, it was long gone. It has been gone. And on that sad day, this fact sunk in, you were there. You always were, but I could never see it before.
Blinded by the past, and the fights breaking my back. Working so hard, when all I had to do was pull my eyes up off the ground, and look up.

"Hello Boy, I missed you."

I guess it's days like these, we remember what we missed.
I guess it's days like this, when I realise all along I had a second chance, not with him but with you. You forgave me, and cared for me, and I could never ask for more.

Time to say goodbye to what happened, and good morning to the snow.
I'm happy. How could I ever thank you?

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