Thursday, October 15, 2009

October 15/09 - 5:17 p.m.


My heart jumped out of my chest. His hand, simply rested on my knee. My heart; thump-thump. I had brushed it off uncertainly. Though the feel of it, the warmth of his tender touch stayed tattooed to my skin. I became so aware of it, and of him. He's even more beautiful these days, he must be. Or maybe it seems that way simply because I've been waiting so long for that very moment. I've been waiting so long for him to smile at me. It blinded me, and I returned it with my own. First time I've flashed a genuine smile in weeks.

I know that I can't be sure of much. I know, the odds can turn with just a small wind of fate. I know it. It just seems so right for us to be together. It baffles me. We've been through hell and back and still he makes me nervous, and still i feel the spark. It jolts through my body, forcing me to life.

He really is something. You'd have to see him through my eyes, to truly see it for yourself. Only then will you see him like I do. Every inch of his skin a perfect harmony of love. His feelings shining through his eyes, his soul exposed as he saw right into me. He knew exactly what I was thinking. I was thinking, happiness.
I'm so happy.

I'm closer to being with the boy I love, with every passing day. Tomorrow? I'll be just that much closer. I can't even imagine how amazing my life will be, when things fall back into perfect pace. Perfection, all of it.

I can see the light.

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