Thank you. Thank you for putting me through this. I'm glad, we're not back together. You and I both know that we can't go from this, to how we were. Any chance for us, will come with much time. MUCH, time. Dating at this point, would just be a mockery of what we have. We won't feel the same, no. We need to build from the ground up.
When we first started seeing each other, we started at relationship. We were never anything less. We started right into the common relationships people find themselves in every day. When we officially started dating, we subconsciously felt we had to raise the bar, and the next level up was a serious relationship. We kept building up, one step back and five steps forward. Until we found we were so far above ground. I looked down, and freaked out. Backed down. Mistake. I came falling to the ground waiting for you to reach out your arms to catch me. But you didn't. Yes, I fell. I fell head first into the ground. Looking up, I felt I could never build it up. I could never climb that high again, in fear of falling.
But that's the way of life. It's how love works.
We build ourselves up with the risk of falling.
I'm a risk taker. I wont wait for him, but I'll embrace the ones i love, and live life in that fashion.
The way I should have from the start.
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